HispanicVitaminz

What I say-I don't need or want someone's pity. I don't need a hug, I don't need a 'talk' and I don't need sympathy. How can I move on when you constantly remind me of 'it' by giving my sad, pitiful looks? All I need is space, so just let me shut out the world for a moment... I'll be smiling by tomorrow. Reality- I'm afraid of breaking down in front of people, I shy away from contact to avoid them seeing how miserable I really am. I bottle up my emotions and I don't like to talk about them. The smile I wear is because I force myself to forget the negative emotions.

So there are these times when I'm in silence and have nothing to do, and I sort of just.. think. And this is the deep stuff I come up with- You know how everyone wants to know 'the meaning of life'? I don't get that. I don't think their really is a specific 'meaning of life'. I believe there are several meanings of life that are different for everyone, there is no 'meaning of life', but there is 'the meanings of YOUR life'. And that is specially made for you based on what you do and your goals. One of a military man's meanings is to protect his comrades and his country. If you want to be happy, be happy. If you want to get married in the futu

I'm finally able to post my drawings on paper, now that my brother is letting me use his scanner. Hopefully this will improve my drawings, my plan had been to scan my drawings into my laptop and then trace and color them in sumopaint! Now that am able, I'll be able to get more drawings in.. as long as my brother remains nice and lets me use the scanner :D OOOOHHH.. AND HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!